ok.im in dilemma now.

there's super alot of thing in my mind right now.

and thanks aeh blogger.baru kene puji abeh da start balek. tsktsk.

1. i need to do something to my hair.

i want to revamp it but im in a fickle-minded state wherby i want to soft rebond it but i love curls!

and i really *at the last warning need to cut off all my split ends.

2. i dont know when we are going to end.

*it's hard not to see u, it's harder to see u.

*imissudude.

3.i dont know if u really have feelings for me.

but somehow i felt that we are just pitstops.

for how long, idont know myself.

why the hell am i saying this?

because i dont know the real u.

not a single bit.

i sometimes wonder if i've made the right moves.

im just super down now.

4. am excited for the last module and last practicum and school will be over.

but i failed my science group assignment.

were given like a week to get it done.

so hopefully wil get things out by sunday.

5.i am hoping that 2010 will be a better year for me.

(ive been saying this again and again and again and again for previous post.)

i really need a good 2010 ))=

am disappointed.

i hope all learnt the lesson especially u.

i still cant believe that u passed away.

my heart stop thumping for a moment when i read shima's text.

all the memories flashes back and it seems things happen just yesterday eventhough its been 6-7years.

i am still sad upon ur leave and i could feel the lost like most of us do.

i was taken aback with what had happened.

*semoga allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.amin.

you dont like it if i were to do it.then why are u doing this to me?

ape seh kau nak actually ni?

i have no time to hanky panky around ok.

u want me to have no contact and why are u contacting?

any explainations?

jgn seh test patience aku.

wahlau,things are getting out of my emotion control sia.

cb ah.

if u have no feelings, ive got my feelings ok.

why are things getting out of control and why the hell am i not controlling my anger?

whats all this?

dont jolly well waste my freaking time ah.

u are really making me to think twice ok budak.

and on another note,im trying hard to not think negatively.

pfft.

seriously ah,if ure doing things ur way and minding ur own business,

then youve got the wrong person to do this shit.

i suddenly miss this lot of friends very dearly.

i just realise how much time flies.

all the memories was tattoo-ed on my heart.

the laughters and sorrows and fightings.all sort of it.

the cabut frm school,the tak puase together,the jokes uve made,practically everything.

but i dearly miss wirdah the most ):

she was the one whom understand me the best and she will sure be engraved in me.

friends,u guys are like the scars on me.

Is there and left with memories.